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I’ve had a little work done…

I’ve had a little work done…

Hiya. I've been a bit busy dreaming up what to do with gineane.com - and so here you are! Most of you have been along with me since 2000 (or earlier) when I started blogging. So, first we were at Livejournal (long live EeyrG) and then to sequester.net.. and finally .....

Hey there!

Hey there!

New digs. Fancy, right? Standard PSA: This site is brand spankin' new .. I don't have many public posts yet, so bear with me as I ramp up. In the meantime .. please take this under advisement: Love hard, live your life like it's the last day. Never miss a chance for a...

P.S. I love you

A dear friend of mine passed away on Saturday. I have gone back and forth trying to decide what I would write to celebrate Mike, but my heart is just so sad. Mike died alone, in his car. He had a heart attack. The stupid things I think about? His cat Gwen (who was his...

The Space In Between

Brick by brick.. (disclaimer: this may seem rambling and disjointed, but it makes sense to me) I'm aware I've built myself an immensely large fortress and (once again) sequestered myself inside. The difference between these walls vs. the walls I built around myself as...

Everyday Blessings, Everyday Breathe

Everyday Blessings, Everyday Breathe

Sometimes it's not about the words. Sometimes it's not about the actions. Sometimes it just simply is just about being. Family isn't always what you think it is. Family, to me, is where you feel you belong, where you're loved unconditionally, where you are supported,...

Weak, weary and wanderlust

Weak, weary and wanderlust

Generally speaking, weak is never a term I would use to describe myself. I am strong as fuck (SAF?!) .. however .. This is pretty accurate for the moment:   My friend Elaine says - sometimes in order to get past something, you need to move through it. Feel it....

They say the eye of the cyclone is the most peaceful ..

They say the eye of the cyclone is the most peaceful ..

.. so they say. The break in the chaos, the clarity .. or maybe just the warning of what has yet to come. .. they also say if it doesn't kill you, it only serves to make you stronger. They say a lot. The assholes. Never did like a know-it-all. Anyway .. I always tell...

Past, present and future -g

Past, present and future -g

Introspection is something I would like to think I'm quite proficient at. That might be the understatement of the year. It's a well known fact that as someone who practically lives as a hermit, I spend a lot of time alone with my thoughts. Now, it's also a well known...

round and round and round she goes

round and round and round she goes

.. i guess there's a lot i could write. i could talk about how it sucks to be self employed sometimes. losing contracts, the constant ebb and flow. the stress of trying to balance work/life/parenting .. but the truth of it is .. it's pretty damn lucky I CAN work for...

I’m not the same person. .

I’m not the same person. .

It's been a year since I filed for divorce. 10 months since I left my home and moved to New York. I'm not the same person I was a year ago. And, I shouldn't be. I don't think I realized what kind of impact a statement like that made on me until just now. I could have...

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